Friday, April 27, 2012


Preface

Traditional ways and traditional leaders are stronger than most people thought, and are gaining strength with every passing day… and the traditional faith has remained the cohesive cultural and moral force of the people, in spite of the adoption of, or accommodation to, non-Indian ways.
Ethel Nurge in her book The Modern Sioux

During the spring of 2009, as she was being treated for cancer, at a New Brunswick hospital in Canada, our Women’s Sun Dance Leader, Evangeline Francis (1950-2009), said to me, ‘We need more documentation of the Sun Dance…’ Neither of us realized then that this would be our final conversation in this world, but her words had the ring of authority which the dying speak with, when making last requests of the living.

At the time I was still hoping and praying she'd be cured. Her cancer had been reversed once before, a dozen years ago, when she first went out West to Sun Dance, with the Lakota Sioux. Her request that day began to galvanize the old journalist within me, since she was asking for a kind of help I knew I could offer. Being an irrepressible journal keeper, for more than 30 years, I'd certainly taken plenty of notes over the years we'd danced together. 

My ten hour drive home to Rhode Island after that visit with Evangeline gave me time to reflect upon the nine years we’d known each other, and all the good that had come, for so many others, from those shared ceremonies. Our relationship started in May of 2001, when another woman Sun Dancer, Two Feathers (aka Diane Jeffries), took me up to the Elsipogtog reserve, (Big Cove in English), in New Brunswick, for a four day spring fast, for my pipe. (I'd already done two four day fasts under the guidance of Two Feathers, in Connecticut at that point; one that autumn and the other during the wintertime.) Two Feathers was the teacher who'd come into my life, after my initial medicine wheel teacher, Susan Grace Lawton, had gifted me a pipe, which I'd first refused to accept...

Every time I touch my heart now, I can feel Evangeline’s smooth, wooden pipe stem, and the pipe stem of our Blackfoot Women's Leader, Karen Russell, resting upon my chest again. The combined energies of these powerful women had vividly penetrated my entire being, during the summer of 2001, when I returned to Elsipogtog to support the first Sun Dance I’d ever seen. During the 'dance out' blessing, these women had leaned their pipes on my heart and zapped me, in a good way, with a bright flood of energy. I have yet to fully understand that moment but I treasure it, and these women, whose blessings and teachings brought many to turning points just as significant as mine was.

These memories bring tears to my eyes, along with a sense of divine purpose, which powers my fingers to type these words. Unbeknownst to me, that first time in 2001, the Sun Dance is seen as the spiritual highlight of events on the Elsipogtog reserve calendar. The faithful gather in the July heat on those Sunday afternoons when the Sun Dance ceremonies are ending. All the supporters, family, friends and spectators encircle the Arbor, along with the sick and the lame, to await the final dance out ceremony, and the blessings of the Sun Dancers. After four hard days without food or water, the dancers touch their pipes and fans to each person present, freely bestowing their blessings, without hesitation or discrimination of any kind. 

Since that day in 2001, when they blessed me, I have never missed a White Eagle Sun Dance. And thanks to the invitation, from Karen and Evangeline that year, I became one of the Sun Dancers, still dancing faithfully a dozen years later. 

As Evangeline continued receiving her cancer treatments in 2009, I took out all my journals and searched the pages, to see how much I actually written about the Sun Dance. I realized then that the ‘documentation’ she'd asked for already existed, if I'd just excavate it and reassemble it, in book or blog form, that others could share.    

So this is my humble attempt, to honor Evangeline's final request, and to honor the Sun Dances. Here you will find records from my journal notes, taken during the years we danced together, at the White Eagle Sun Dance. For clarification purposes, some introductions and explanations will be included, to orient readers to a subject and a culture too few are familiar with. 

It is my hope that this documentation helps to protect and preserve some of the history and the teachings from our White Eagle Sun Dance leaders; Evangeline Francis, William (and Connie) Nevin, and our Blackfoot sponsors, Keith Chief Moon and Karen Russell. May Evangeline’s final request continue to be fulfilled, as others come forward to add their accounts, so the documentation of the Sun Dance can grow. The Sun Dance ceremonies strengthen us, and we can strengthen them and our communities, by saving such positive stories for all the people who need the medicine and the wisdom these ceremonies offer to everyone under the Sun.

Since starting this project, I have learned that the name Evangeline comes from the Latin word "evangelium" meaning "gospel" which came from the older Greek words "eu"—"good"—and "angela"—"news". These meanings certainly fit our Evangeline, the ceremonial leader we knew and loved, who helped bring forth the good news of the Sun Dance. 

Saturday, March 10, 2012

Timeline for my Stories of the White Eagle Sun Dances

2001, age  47

Spring, first trip to Elsipogtog/Big Cove reserve, for May fast with my teacher Two Feathers.
Summer, return to be a supporter/helper, for Two Feathers & the other dancers, met MigMaw and Blackfoot Sun Dancers for the first time. 
During public sweat Lodge, I receive msg.s for in Clarence Pattles nephew Eugene. 
While making my flesh offerings, at the North side of the Arbor during the 3rd day, Karen & Evangeline, the Women Leaders, invite me to dance.
During the dance out blessing, their pipe stems electrify my heart.
Autumn return for October fast.

First Four Years : As a fasting pledger from 2002-2005

2002 East Year ‘New Beginnings,’age 48
Spring 2002, we hold a four day Bear Fast and build our own Lodge at home.
Summer, my first Sun Dance as a dancer
Autumn,  returned to Big Cove for the fast

2003 South Year,  age 49 
Spring the May fast
Summer the Sun Dance
Autumn the October fast

2004 West Year, age 50, 
Spring fast in May
Summer Sun Dance in July
Autumn fast in October

2005 North Year, age 51
Spring fast in May
Summer Sun Dance in July
Autumn fast in October

Second Four Years : As a leader helper from 2006-2009
2006 East Year, age 52
2007 South Year, age 53
2008 West Year, age 54
2009 North Year, age 55
Helped out at almost every May & October fast. 

2010 Another 4 year cycle begins:
East Year, as a leader helper, age 56
2011 South Year, age 57.
2012 West Year, age 58
2013 North Year, age 59.
At this point, I will be the same age Evangeline was, when she passed. I pray to Creator for the help necessary so that, by then, the book Every Day Is Sun Day: The Wisdom of the Sun Dance, will be done, and available to others.
My intention is that it will continue raising funds, for the continuation of the Sun Dance we all owe so much to, once I too have passed on. 

Sunday, January 1, 2012

Writing a Sun Dance book, one day at a time


Welcome to a new Sun Dance blog, born on this first day of 2012. It is my hope that these ceremonies, the Sun and our Creator, will help you find what you are looking for...in a good way. 

This blog is my humble attempt to protect and preserve the memories of our sacred Sun Dances, which continue to be celebrated each summer, across Canada and the United States. 
As it is forbidden to film or photograph these ceremonies, the Sun Dances are not well known in today's world, despite the many good things that come from them; including healing of all kinds, continuing sobriety, and recovery from all sorts of traumas. 

I wish to leave a written record of the White Eagle Sun Dances in particular, for those are the ones I am most familiar with, having taken part in them since 2001. Held continuously since 1999, in New Brunswick, Canada, on the Elsipogtog First Nation reserve, these ceremonies are lead by William J. Nevin, a Migmaw (aka MicMac) Sun Dance Chief, and his leader helpers from many other tribes. 

During the last decade, participating in the White Eagle Sun Dance ceremonies, has been my greatest honor. I will remain eternally grateful, to all my Sun Dance sisters and brothers, for the opportunity to join them in the Arbor each July. (And to help with the preparation fasts, each May and October.) Our families, friends and supporters must also be remembered and saluted here too. Thanks to them, and their many contributions, these ceremonies continue to spread their blessings within, and well beyond, our individual communities. 

These writings are my effort to give something in return for all the received blessings. It is also my intention to honor the dying wish of our Women's Sun Dance Leader, Evangeline Francis, who told me, 'We need more documentation of the Sun Dance,' during our final hospital conversation, before she passed in 2009. 

To these ends, I am going to review, rewrite and share in this blog, 10 years worth of documentation, in the form of my personal journal entries and notes, kept during the years we danced together. Hopefully, one day, these blog entries can be published under the same title, Every Day Is Sun Day: Honoring the Wisdom of the Sun Dance. The world needs the 'good news' these ceremonies can provide to those most in need of hope and help.  

I am not saying that all the worlds' problems can be solved if everyone becomes a Sun Dancer, but despairing people need to know some of us do care. Some of us are praying for your healing and for Mother Earth's, and we have been willing to go without food or water, for four days, and to make other sacrifices as we dance our prayers, on behalf of others... 

In addition to doing what we can for those in need, we Sun Dancers also take a vow to have no enemies. This is another 'wisdom' the world could use... I'll explain more about these things in future entries. In keeping with that vow however, I want to say at the outset, it is not my intention to offend anyone by writing about the Sun Dance. After ten years of dancing myself, I am very aware of the respect and care these ceremonies deserve, in written and spoken communications. So do not fear that this will be some 'tell all' blog. 

Neither am I claiming to be an expert on anything, except my own Sun Dance experiences. This blog is simply an account of one woman's spiritual Journey, and an homage to those she met along the way. I hope my readers will help make this a better blog (and eventual book) by asking me questions and contributing clarifying comments.  

Perhaps you will also join me, and support the Sun Dance ceremonies, in whatever way you can. That's all for now. More to come. 
   
Omset nogama, a Mi'kmaq expression, which means in English, 'All My Relations'